So many years pass (about 9) and it was a long search for the truth. But the truth never strayed outside of astral and real experiences. The most amazing and empowering journey was finding truth in the intangible and the unbelievable. What took me to the 7^th level of healing was a case of possession which was very intense. My intention was to heal a friend, but I was unaware of what else I was going to do.

I had done a numerology report for her and had gone to her house for the evening. We sat in her room and read her tarot cards. This lady wasn’t a friend of mine really, as much as she was a friend of my boyfriend at the time. She needed inspiration and a new way of life, so I was going to help her somehow. After the tarot reading she asked how to clean her chakras, so we layed down and did the exercise.  As I brought white light into my crown chakra, an energetic being (masculine) slipped in.

It took about 2 days for him (the being) to find ways to scare me...from spiders on my phone as I called for help, slugs crawling out of my ears in my dreams, I felt like I had nits – then I did have them, sharp pain from touching water, incessant smoking (often found two cigs in my hand at once). I didn’t sleep for over a week and couldn’t shower for very long. I had a rash on my neck the whole time which began the night I left the woman’s house. Fear overtook me entirely.

I told the woman who I had been working with. She said the house had been occupied by people before her who were alcoholics and very violent. An energy must have been attracted by this behaviour and I had attracted it but WHY?

 I had 3 people to help me. A medium who previously warned me I was going to encounter this problem, the girl’s mother who was a spiritual healer and a Theta practitioner.  Sorry also my spirit guide white buffalo which conducted ceremonies every night to help me. 

The medium friend sent me to the theta practitioner, who said that in another life I had been manipulated by my coven. I was about to be killed as a witch and they said if I accepted pain relieving medicines from them I would have to help them in the astral. I agreed. Why did I agree? Because in another lifetime I was a priest who obeyed the hierarchy of the sun god RA and I felt it was my duty to always follow orders. So I had an agreement to follow other people and gods and another to work with lower vibrations of the astral. Basically I was being fed off, which explained the earlier accounts of dark energy I wrote about. The theta lady said that my nature was to not ascend until everyone else had. I could have ascended right then but because of my agreements I wouldn’t. So she reprogrammed me and took away the karmic contracts. She also said I had agreed to work with the light but I needed to find my way to the 7^th level of consciousness. Even though we had two sessions, she couldn’t move him. Though I saw him want to slip away, his grey energy still surrounded me and no healing she did managed to budge him.

I had been doing a lot of personal healing with angels previously for nearly 8 months.But still I considered their energy above my existence and I had a linear idea of their power, whereby I fitted into the bottom rung. Which when working from the 7th level is entirely incorrect as multidimensionalism is not linear at all. So even tho I called on Michael to protect me, because I did not believe he was in me, that he was an energy which was apart of me – Michael would not exorcise the spirit from me. There was also a need within me that tied me to this energy. It was a need to be loved. I had unconsciously decided with the spirit – if I love you, will you love me back.

After about a week, I had come to the conclusion that I would have to accept the spirit and begin to love it consciously. One night, in my dreams I actually moulded from clay a sculpture of the man. He was the typical magician with the coat and all. I was excited because I could finally understand his nature and I felt like I was gradually gaining control.

Then as soon as possible the woman’s mother came over. She said that these lost spirit’s usually used her as a channel to god. They would always choose her to flow through from another person’s body. She walked in the house and said she could hear angels singing. She saw my spirit guide and she saw the man behind me. We stood there for an hour waiting for the spirit to leave. It was only after I talked to it repeatedly and explained what heaven was like that it chose to leave. He told her that I had shown him love that he had never felt before and would go to the light so he could help me with my work one day. I felt and saw him leave but it wasn’t through her. It was a sacred agreement between us and other people could only support me in letting go of him in a loving way.

It took me a few weeks to physically recover. It took me a few months to get my composure back. I didn’t do readings for a few weeks to make sure I was spiritually clean. I still hadn’t reached the 7th level and was in shock that life was not just ‘dandy’. You see about 4 months before this happened I had periods of enlightenment where I met master Kuthumi and light beings. I thought because I had reached these higher vibrations I would automatically rise to a divine invincible measure. But the truth was that it only made me vulnerable to energy - I was a light beacon in the midst of a storm! And I hadn’t the faintest clue what I was going to do about it.

I had always lived feeling these energies around me, but now that I was a self confessed healer – I felt I had a responsibility to help people and energy.  This period was the biggest test for me, as i now faced the question of 'Can I ever go through that again..will i ever reach a high enough state to turn the light on in a  dark room?'

Ahh looks like there’s going to be a part C!!